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I am, per some special calculation, 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant. So much has happened in these few weeks. I can feel my body taking over and doing what it is meant to do. Things hurt, other things don’t, and overall I am just exhausted. I love it! I remember when I was pregnant with my daughter, I was just oblivious to pregnancy symptoms. I was just so happy to be pregnant and so excited that she was a surprise.
This time I have tried so hard and waited so long. My mind and body are so in-tune now. It’s like I can almost feel my body creating life. It is so beautiful!

This is my last pregnancy. I have given so much of my time and my life to create life one more time. I look forward to every moment of this pregnancy. Every twinge, every pain, every dry-heave, every aching muscle and every kick. This is mine and I deserve it!

Next week, I get to see this little one on screen. I am taking my daughter with me so the doctor can tell her that she will finally be a sister. She is going to be so excited!

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God it hurts. It hurts so bad, but I am addicted to it. I did some really cool moves and tried my best to ‘pose’ as I was instructed, but I know I looked foolish. It is OK, it is dark in there. Candle light sweaty yoga! The perfect opportunity for a slightly overweight, completely unbalanced, out of shape mom like me to do the best I can without being overly watched and ridiculed.

Things are changing. I have only been going for a little over a week. My body feels differently. Things move farther and more freely than they did before. I feel good!! But I have so far to go still.

Other things are changing too. I ovulated 3 days sooner than normal. My bowels are regulating. My sciatic pain is back.. to add a negative to the mix. Surely it will work itself out in another session or two. My moods are getting better. My ability to rationalize with my budding toddler has improved, and the time between frustrated and boiling over has increased dramatically.

I think I found a lifelong project. A forever program. I love me some Yoga!!

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